Israel (Gabriel)

I see you
Deep inside my head
Behind my eyes
Haunting me
Are you friend or foe
How am I to know
Filling my heart with thoughts
I can't control
Charming
Alarming
Gentle...even kind
I must be blind
Standing over me
Like a shadow
Seducing my morality
Into your demands
A slight of hand
Beautiful and sinister
Cold luxurious heat
With no heartbeat
I've memorized every line
In your face
Tempt me with compassion
Comfort me with hatred
Enlighten me with lies
I adore you
Encourage my will
Break my spirit
Excite me
Isolate me
Bound and gaged
I hear only echos
Of your whispers
In my ears
Stop me
Start me
Never definitive
Who you are
What I want
Do not abandon me
Punish me
Cradle me
I want you out
Possessed I
Sick from you
Longing for your caress
Whithered from your touch
The passion in your voice
moves through me
Paralyzes me
Your breath on my neck
I can feel you
Arouses me
It isn't there
Entertain me
With your wit
Lighthearted laughter
Turns dark
Sinister and cold
Delightful conversation
Biting and sharp
Master and slave
Teacher and student
Smothers my identity
I become you
But you are not I
And still you remain
In my head
Trapped in this prison I
Bound to it's captor
The sentence terminal
The reason unknown